What Does Job 10:19 Mean?
I would be as though I were not, carried from the womb to the grave.
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Selah Decoded Version The Selah Decoded Version renders what the Hebrew and Greek words meant to the people who first heard them.
King James wording
King James Version
I should have been as though I had not been; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave.THE KEY
The wish to have never existed is carried by הָיִיתִי (hayiti, “I had been”), from the Hebrew root היה (hayah, “to be, to become”).
THE MEANING
When existence feels unbearable, this verse gives voice to the wish that you had never been born. Its image shortens the whole span to a passage from womb to grave, as if the life between them could have been spared.
THE ROOT
הָיִיתִי
hayiti
GROWS FROM
היה
to be, become, or come into being
“I would be as though I were not” in this verse is hayiti. The Hebrew frames the wish not to have existed with the verb היה (hayah, “to be, to become”). The same root appears in words for “I am” and “it came to be,” so the lament turns on the possibility of being at all.
ALSO GROWS
ehyeh: I am; I will be
אֶהְיֶה
In Exodus 3:14, this form from the same root names being as an active reality, sharpening the contrast with the wish not to have been.
wayehi: and it was; and it came to be
וַיְהִי
This form marks something entering existence; the lament imagines that beginning never occurring.
THE PATTERN
When suffering makes existence feel unbearable, Scripture gives voice to the wish that birth itself had not happened.
Why did I not die from the womb? Why did I not breathe out when I came out of the belly?The Son of Man goes as it is written of him; but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is handed over! It would have been good for that man if he had not been born.THE THREAD
And God said to Moses, I AM WHO I AM. And he said, Thus you shall say to the children of Israel, I AM has sent me to you.אֶהְיֶה (ehyeh, “I am; I will be”) comes from the same root, היה (hayah, “to be, become”), as the verb behind “had not been.” Job gives that verb to a wish for nonexistence; Exodus makes being itself the name spoken.
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